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I went to Art rehab. I am missing the actual museums and be simply, an spectator and not the lecturer. I am doing fine, and hopefully I will destroy less sketches this next season.

Muy seguido decido destruir dibujos viejos. Aunque ahorita comprendo mucho más de la vida, del arte y de lo que sea, no lo hago ni porque odio la memoria, odie al personaje, el significado o las implicaciones del dibujo. Lo odio porque esa parte quedó en el pasado y la idea ya no me parece relevante para lo que quiero lograr o transmitir realmente con mis dibujos. La idea se transformó, representa más cosas y es más enriquecedora. Es mi idea. Aunque el boceto me agrade y lo aprecie, es absurdo conservar tanto. Eso sí, estudiar/contemplar un poco (unos 5 min) mis creaciones me remite muy instantáneamente a

1. Buying a Wacom product and realize you need to change the architecture of your home to connect it 2. Become broke for choosing digital art as your medium 3. Realize (again) that fancy traditional art is just as expensive and horrifying as connecting a Wacom 4. Being electrocuted by the Chinese Wacom counterpart, or having to throw away the faulty design replica 5. Having to argue because someone is defending Chinese products and massive production of things no one cares 6. You need to defend your anime drawings 7. Coming back from creative hibernation to realize the world is broken anyway and you have to live in the world anyway to publi